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[Shikamaru's glad for that. Silver can be a smart guy, so if he still couldn't understand, there'd be more problems than just explaining things. He doesn't like telling people how they should feel.
He's still left in a rut though. How does he make up for that? Not just to Masaomi, but to Katara and Law...
Apologize. Keep it brief. Let it go. You can't change what you did. Move on. Don't make the same mistake twice.
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And ask for help. If anyone's eager enough to get involved in some life-threatening mess, they shouldn't be a problem with "point out if I'm cutting you out or pushing you away."
I'm not myself lately. It's one of those situations you ask for help in.
[And he's appreciative of it. Silver's is the most objective opinion he has right now, and of his friends, it's his thinking that closest mirrors his own in that respect.
[Which is exactly why it's dangerous. He remembers detonating the tag on the Cultist who hurt Masaomi, and thinking about what he would do if he ever found the one that killed Temari.
He hasn't been toeing the line; he's been drawing a new one each time he crossed the last.]
Yeah. Because I'm gonna stop that shit before it gets that bad again.
...you know, he's still not sure what he's doing, but he thinks he can make it work out. For the first time since that argument with Masaomi, he believes it too.]
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He's still left in a rut though. How does he make up for that? Not just to Masaomi, but to Katara and Law...
He rolls the dice.]
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Then after a moment, he quietly speaks again without looking up at Shikamaru.] Nothing to do but keep moving forward.
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[He lands on a chance space and picks a card; carts himself off to jail.]
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And ask for help. If anyone's eager enough to get involved in some life-threatening mess, they shouldn't be a problem with "point out if I'm cutting you out or pushing you away."
[It's straightforward, isn't it?]
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[There's a smile on his face, but a morose edge in his words.]
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You shouldn't need that spelled out for you in the first place.
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[And he's appreciative of it. Silver's is the most objective opinion he has right now, and of his friends, it's his thinking that closest mirrors his own in that respect.
Don't complicate things. Don't falter.
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He hasn't been toeing the line; he's been drawing a new one each time he crossed the last.]
Yeah. Because I'm gonna stop that shit before it gets that bad again.
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I'd rather hear about it now than have them sit long enough to bury it.
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Fair enough.
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...you know, he's still not sure what he's doing, but he thinks he can make it work out. For the first time since that argument with Masaomi, he believes it too.]